Wanting to feel something so bad, you ignore what you actually feel. Replace it with that "I don't care" and "no don't worry it's okay". Instead of confronting and showing our real feelings, we let them boil under our skin. That's the way control them, my passionate opinion left unsaid just to be a neutral person. The calm, cool, collected girl isn't at all who I am, yes I work to come across that way. I fake emotions for the sake of others and to never show weakness. Unless someone challenges my beliefs or opinions to bother me on purpose, I just learn to adapt.

I am a Gemini, adapting comes naturally to me but so does defending myself.