"I got it"
I've feel really conflicted right now. It seems as though everything thats happening around me shouldn't be happening, I feel like I've completely lost control of how to handle myself and how I can handle others. I'm so used to being able to calm someone down and get them to open up and express themselves to me but Ive lost that touch and I don't know why. Right now I'm honestly just living, I'm going day by day and it feels weird. It feels weird to not have a plan. Im 100% sleep deprived but hey its summer and I'm okay with that, I'm looking for a job but not doing my best to get one, I want to see my friends and do fun things but I'm definitively not making enough time for them. I feel like I'm not involved in my own home and honest to god I need to get it together.