Its over brewed and bitter and the water got cold. The past year has been like that. Constant turmoil and I really don't think I can put up with it much longer. I put up with things most wouldn't, not because of myself but for the security and happiness of others. I am a selfless person but at a certain point I break. I "need", I "crave". 

Its bitter now, I want to drink the tea but it just doesn't taste right. I would warm up the water but that wouldn't make it any better