Joey's Blog

Joe Giacoio

New York

About this freebird

19, Italian/Puerto Rican, Baseball player, Rapper, Artist, Photographer, Model, Comedian, Heart Warming Individual. If you need a laugh or your day made, Hit me up !

Everyone is beautiful in their own way.

This is for the girls who have the tendency to stay up at night listening to music that remind them of their current situation. Who hide their fears, hurt, pain and tears under the smiles, laughs and giggles on a daily basis. The girls who wear their heart on their sleeve. The girls who pray things will work out just once and they'll be satisfied. The girls who scream and cry to their pillow because everyone else fails to listen. The girls who have so many secrets but won't tell a soul. The girls who have mistakes and regrets as a daily moral. The girls that never win. The girls who stay up all night thinking about that one boy and hoping he'll notice her one day. The girls who take life as it comes, to the girls who are hoping it will get better somewhere down the road. For girls who love with all their heart although it always gets broken. To girls who think its over. To real girls, to all girls, you're beautiful.

Don’t ever let anyone tell you that you’re not good enough, ever. You were put on this planet for a reason. Everything happens for a reason. No matter what you do in life, someone will dislike it and talk badly about it. People will say shit talking will stop soon, don't worry about it. It doesn't stop. Do what makes YOU proud and happy. Those who choose to talk down about it are either bored with their own lives or secretly jealous. But either way, they don’t matter. Those who truly love you most will support you and love you no matter what you do. For the kids I don’t know from looking at your Facebook/Twitters/Instagram, I have seen a few traits. Some of you are artsy and down to earth, others are party animals and outgoing. Some of you are a mixture and a little bit of everything. Stop comparing yourselves to others. Stop thinking about the past or what people think. Just live, you are the only you in this entire world, make something of that. Sure, that girl may be skinnier, or that guy might get girls easily, but you have something that nobody else has. You just have to find it. I think that if you make someone smile, or go out of your way to do an act of kindness every day, then you’re already a beautiful person, and you’re good enough for anything. So with that being said, everybody that you meet will have an opinion of you. Some negative, some positive. But all that matters is yours. Be yourself and do what you love. The people that truly care about you most will be by your side.

If you've ever been in love you'll know the feeling. How you feel insane and time passes so slowly when you're not with them. How they dominate your thoughts and you can almost feel them with you. How you can't help but smile when you know they're thinking about you. How when things aren't going well it drives you insane, and you can't seem to think straight. Most of all, you'll know how they're literally everything to you, and nothing can change that. Love is just a crazy thing. Sort of like a drug and you want to get high. All the time. Being in love with someone will make you the happiest person but at times make you go insane. Whats love to me? I think love is all of the little things. Remembering small little details they tell you, remembering when you first started talking, remembering where you first met, shit like that. Corny sappy kinky love is just amazing. (I have more thoughts about this to come).

Everyone has secrets they don't wanna share. Everyone has a past no one heard about. Everyone has talents that people don't notice. Everyone has a story left untold, so never start judging someone thinking you know them. Because the truth is, you probably don't. Think before you talk.

You there, the one who is reading this right now, i want to tell you something. Now listen to me, don't ever give up. Because you are loved and forever will be loved no matter what your going through. Because you are worth living. Because you are strong. Because you are amazing. Because you are you. Because tomorrow is another day to start over. Because you can and will make it through. Because you are not alone.

Waking up everyday having to look in the mirror and see a monster starring back at you is the hardest thing to do. Loosing control of everything and not being able to take control sucks. You feel trapped, every day you wish you could die. You ask God why your still here. What's the purpose of life if you go through your days struggling to breathe, struggling to live. You just don't want to function. You cut yourself up to take away the pain but that leaves you feeling worse. You feel alone, trapped, a stranger in your own body. Pushing everyone in sight away. Your stuck on your past. You can't get through it. You go through life looking for love in all the wrong ways thinking nobody could ever love you, the real you. Your not good enough and the next thing you know is your in too deep struggling to find a way out, struggling to hold on. You don't want to loose people and let those down you truly care about. Your scared and tired. At this point it's like your drowning slowly, you can't breathe you can't function .you just want it all to end, you want help but your afraid to be shut down again after asking once before.

Do you have any idea what its like to not want to get out of bed every morning, not wanting to go and deal with all the bullshit outside your bed? Do you even know what it feels like to feel completely alone while you know there are millions of other people in the world? Do you know how it feels to be completely lost in the dark and not really knowing if theres a way out? To not have the strength to feel like you can make it through the whole day, let alone the next one, without breaking down? To no be able to explain how you feel at all? To have everyone constantly asking if youre okay until it gets to the point where no one asks, making you wonder if they dont notice or just dont care? To have no energy or drive to do anything? To feel completely worthless? To hate who you are and how you look? To feel trapped inside a world full of ugly things but being scared of whats on the other side? To be hurting constantly? To know theres noone to save you from the way you feel? Sometimes i think ive become too comfortable with sadness. I wear it around my shoulders like a winter coat, to keep me warm. I am afraid to move forward. Its just i dont like depending on people because people leave me. all the time. no matter what. i wonder what its like to wake up and love yourself, to look in the mirror and not want to cry, to be with friends and not feel ugly, to go into public and not be insecure about everything, i wonder what its like to love your life. im just kinda tired, you know? i want to stop trying and not care for a few days. Im a little tired of feeling like a failure. i hate being sad. i wish i was happy.