rest in peace xavier lee // december 21 - forever

DONE SETTLING

nothing will stop you like the fear that you can’t

the fear that you won’t

should scare you more

but furthermore

don’t be scared at all

I’m tired of not risking at all

that i sat down made a plan

built a team

risked it all

california

west coast shores

but out here

you gotta stay on if you can’t

make it home

you can go no where

and with no cares

in the world

and a population that

itching for a boy itching for a girl

we settle too often

for sure

 

i am done

done settling

let that settle in

I'm done settling

 

im no competitor

I’m a builder

some build to destroy

some think love is a toy

some find out the hard way

that its not all the same

and the ones in our head are perfect

but we are not perfect

so theres that

but who deserves the blame

hollywood hills

those who love the fame?

we talk about game

i just wanna live

I’m acting like i never did

but theres this

my soul is connected

so my heart feels but my head is emotions

my soul is connected so i can 

feel your virtues

and strengthen the moment

i always saw myself the owner

owner of me

and i got it like finally

more than a number

more than a case

more than the comments they spread

and the sour taste when it all falls down

but the art when you build its so pure

its worth it for sure

 

i am done settling

done settling

let that settle in

Im done settling

 

 

THE PAST FIVE YEARS WONT COMPARE TO THE NEXT FIVE. THE TRUTH ALREADY EXISTS, ARE YOU SETTLING OR WILL YOU FIND IT.

 

 

 

HAPPY FIFTH BIRTHDAY FREEBIRDNATION